after 2 weeks of fighting for her life ..

lola finally gave up ..

wala lng ..

nalulungkot ako ng sobra ..

tagal na namin kasama si lola .. kahit maliit pa ung bahay namin sa valenzuela .. kasama na namin sya ..

kahit nag-aaway kme minsan ni lola .. love ko pa rin sya ..

pag may sakit ako .. hinihilot nya ko ..

pag makulit sya .. khit nakakainis .. ayus lng yun

pag naiihi sya o kaya naiiwan nya diaper nya .. kahit naiinis kme .. ayus lng yun .. love pa rin namin sya

pag meal time na .. sya kagad hinahanap namin ..

pag-ppunta kme ng mall..sinasama namin c lola ..

pag aalis kme .. ako minsan tagapili ng damit ni lola ..

ako minsan nghihimay ng food ni lola ..

pagnanonood na ng mga telenovela sa tv pag umaga .. hapon .. at gabi .. mgkasama kme ni lola ..

mgkasundo sila ng boyfriend ko kahit tawag nya sa philip ay felix ..

sya ang laging nakaupo sa swing pag hapon ..

taga-kulit samin na mgmerienda na

pero wala na sya ..

wala na kong ka-apir pag nakakasalubong ko sya ..

APIR sa umaga, tanghali, hapon, at gabi ..

wala na ..

mahal na mahal ko lola ko ..

sana ganun lng kadali ..

mamimiss ko sya ng sobra ..




my cuzin pia , ate nhing , lola and me in this picture ..

i need your helpppppppppppp....

if any of you happen to know some schools or universities who offers courses in fashion designing .. or anything related to that expertise ...

pls do message me ..

i really want to study again .. ehehe ..

i have been trying to search the net for days already ..

pls do help me ..

i will appreciate it a lot!!

bow!

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so many things to do ... so little time .. pffftttt

thsi entry should be posted a couple of days ago .. but due to technical difficulties .. like OS, IE, and ISP .. mejo nadelay ..

buti na lng .. i still have the acquired knowledge from college and my traning and working days during my MSN days ..

after days of fixing all those stuffs .. alas!! twas fixed!! .. i can browse .. and enjoy connecting to the internet again!!

so heres the story of the adopted kuting ..

last saturday .. my family and I .. and oh .. kasama rin pala si badoodle .. went to makati to visit my aunt ..
mom needs a massage kaya sya pumunta dun .. while my sister .. dropped by at PSID to pay some of her fees sa school ..

we had dinner at the fort .. in market!market! ..ayos naman pala dito eh .. mejo crowded lng .. twas my first time to step foot in that place kc eh ..

after having dinner and konting jalan-jalan(stroll in bahasa language) .. we decided to go home ..hinatid muna namin sila tita sa bahay .. but before we leave .. my sister saw a cute "kuting" near her car .. my sister loves cats .. she was even tagged as "mimi" .. eheh ..

so we brought the kuting wd us home that night ..

when we got home .. we gave the tiny kuting some milk .. but the kuting did not drink it .. she just stared at it .. wala lng .. we just thought na naninibago yata ..

after nun .. we took pictures of her while shes on the rug ..cguro mas comfortable sya dun .. ang saya .. we enjoyed that moment .. badoodle (my biep) enjoyed it as well ..

pero mejo malungkot ung kyut kuting .. cguro kc nahiwalay sya sa nanay nya at an early age .. i think she was almost a week old that time .. pero mukha tlga syang malungkot eh ..

after a couple of minutes .. nakatulog na rin sya .. malamig ang panahon .. at comfortable sya sa hinihigaan nya .. sa carpet na sya nakahiga nun ..kung ako cguro yun makaktulog na rin ako .. ehehe ..

akala namin makikita ulit namin sya kinabukasan .. yun pala nde na ..

... the tiny cute kuting died

nalungkot kmeng lahat .. as in tlgang nalungkot kme .. hayy .. sana naenjoy nya yung buhay ng mas matagal .. sana ..
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Sometimes You Feel Like an Indifference, Sometimes You Don't.

ating dugtungan ang mga gusto kong mangyari sa taong ito ..


... ang mabago ang layout ng tabulas ko

... ang makapag-BELLY DANCING!! uhlala .. shake it shake it!!

... ang makapagwall climbing ..

... ang makapag go-cart

... ang makabili ng size 10/11/12 kahit ano jan basta ung kasya saken na sapatos ...

... ang mgpakulot ulit .. para maayos ko at maibalik na sa dati tong curls ko ..

... sa susunod na lng ang iba.. ehehehe

bow!